2023 Album Of The Year Thread
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Sick Boi by independent U.K. artist Ren Gill. Debuted at #1 in the U.K. which is amazing for an independent artist.
Ren has a go fund me for for treatment he's currently getting in Canada. He will end up spending almost all of 2023 there. It was so successful he is no longer taking donations. But he does tell his story there. Here it is:
"It's really difficult for me to begin writing this as I take a lot of pride in my ability to look after myself and find it very difficult to ask for help. `
For those of you who have followed my story for a while you will know i've had ongoing battles with a chronic health problem since I was 19 years old. I can't even really scratch the surface on what it was like to loose most my early 20s to debilitating mysterious health problems that left me trapped in my bed with debilitating pain and neurological issues. I felt like I missed out on so much of what where meant to be the years of my life where I was growing up and discovering what it meant to be an adult. While friends were starting families, starting careers, socialising, I spent most of it inside the four walls of my bedroom, too tired and weak on most days to leave my bed. In crippling amounts of pain. This wasn't days or weeks, it was years. By my mid twenties I resigned to the fact I wouldn't live to see the age of 30.
I spent years trying to get answers, bouncing from doctor to doctor, only for them to scratch their heads and leave me with the diagnosis of M.E. During this time I tried countless medical treatments, and when they failed, resorted to alternative health practitioners, spiritual healing practices, thousands of supplements, but just kept getting sicker and sicker. With each treatment that failed, my hope for a normal life would die a little more.
In 2015 after suffering a huge crash, weighing only 8 stone and going through months of stress induced psychosis, I ended up raising enough money to see a specialist in Brussels, who ran extensive testing and finally diagnosed me with Lyme disease. The problem was it had been misdiagnosed for so long that it had caused irreversible damage to my immune system, and even after treating the Lyme I was left mostly disabled, with no way out. The only thing that really kept me going at this time was my love for music.
In my last ditch effort to feel like my existence mattered I started video blogging from my bed. I felt like if I was going to die, at least shining a light on a terribly misunderstood and misdiagnosed condition would have counted for something.
What I didn't know at the time was that giving back in that way would save my life. Purely by chance a stem cell doctor found my videos online and offered me a free stem cell transplant, if I could make my way to LA. He told me this would help rebuild my immune system and make me strong enough to live a relatively normal life. After reading the email in shock, I booked a flight to Los Angeles that same week. I come from a poor family so the cost of this kind of treatment (in the hundreds of thousands) was never in the realms of something I thought would be possible.
A family going through the same treatment put me up in their house, and I went through a gruelling 6 weeks of various intravenous medical treatment to build my body up to be strong enough to go through with the operation. At this point i was already so weak and underweight from spending years trapped in bed. Finally, sure enough, I was strong enough, and the procedure went through without a glitch. I returned home weak, but hopeful. Sure enough, bit by bit, my body started responding to treatment and after very rocky year, I started feeling strong enough to leave my house, start going to the gym, socialise, and eventually return to a career in music. It honestly was more than I could have ever asked for.
I honestly can't explain what its like to be given a second chance at life when you resign to dying in your twenties. With my new found energy I started pouring myself entirely into music, and through the grace of whatever higher power may be out there too, did damn good at it as well. Videos of me performing with my friend Sam started going viral all over the internet, in my first year as an active member of society I'd signed songs to major record labels, started a band, and sold out every single concert I ever put on.
The issue was I still wasn't well. I'd still find myself easily exhausted, at night i'd still feel the familiar aches and pains in my bones, and still had a lot of neurological issues that left me intermittently confused and depressed. The stem cell transplant also did come with some unfortunate side effects. Because my immune system was so over-reactive at this time I developed allergies to about 95% of the foods that I can eat, a condition called Mast Cell Activation Disorder. For the past 6 years or so of my life my diet has consisted of just a few vegetables and meat, which I have to prepare myself, without being able to eat out at restaurants. Despite this I could be an active member of society. I could live.
For years i've tolerated living in a sick body, because despite my pain I was still able to push through and make music which was more than I could have dreamed. However, I know, deep down, if I try I can uncover a whole new layer of healing. I know this because i've seen others do it. I know it because I went from barley able to stand up to take a shower to being able to perform to rooms full of thousands of people. I know if I try hard enough I can get to an ever stronger and better place.
For the past few years I didn't want to try because after nearly a decade of being sick I couldn't face the heartbreak of trying various medical treatments without it working, or in some instances in my past, making me worse... But life is too short, and I, and everybody going through anything remotely similar , deserves to be here without suffering.
At the end of last year I ended up doing a huge amount of research on doctors and found a leading expert in the specific manifestations of my complex picture of health. Doctor Bruce Hoffman over in Calgary, Canada. I have already been testing remotely here in the UK and poured thousands of pounds into getting a clearer picture of whats going on. You can read reviews of this doctor here
With help, I will be able to move out to Canada for 4 months of treatment, and MRI scans, I.V. treatments, and any kinds of medication and medical procedures I'll need to hopefully return me to more vibrant health. The issue is none of this is cheap. Unfortunately because my picture of health has become so complex I won't be able to get the help I need through the NHS. Believe me I have tried and exhausted every other possible avenue.
By raising this money i'd have enough to afford accommodation, pay for tests, potential surgeries, and IV's i'd need. Most importantly i'd have a chance at living as a healthy person. It would mean I could pour myself into my dream of being a successful musician even more. It would be the greatest gift.
As I said right at the beginning I find it really difficult to ask for help, but if ever my music has brought some kind of value into your life, weather it was just watching videos of me busking with friends, enjoying the music i put on Spotify, or relating to songs where Im singing about my struggles with my mental and physical health - and you felt that music has added value to your life, it would mean so much to me if you could even help out a little, because with a combined effort I can make this a reality
Even if you don't help, your support of my music means the world to me, and if you've read this far, thank you because even reading helps educate and shine light on a criminally misunderstood area of suffering.
I love you all, and I hope for a healthier and happier 2022 for all of us.
Ren has a go fund me for for treatment he's currently getting in Canada. He will end up spending almost all of 2023 there. It was so successful he is no longer taking donations. But he does tell his story there. Here it is:
"It's really difficult for me to begin writing this as I take a lot of pride in my ability to look after myself and find it very difficult to ask for help. `
For those of you who have followed my story for a while you will know i've had ongoing battles with a chronic health problem since I was 19 years old. I can't even really scratch the surface on what it was like to loose most my early 20s to debilitating mysterious health problems that left me trapped in my bed with debilitating pain and neurological issues. I felt like I missed out on so much of what where meant to be the years of my life where I was growing up and discovering what it meant to be an adult. While friends were starting families, starting careers, socialising, I spent most of it inside the four walls of my bedroom, too tired and weak on most days to leave my bed. In crippling amounts of pain. This wasn't days or weeks, it was years. By my mid twenties I resigned to the fact I wouldn't live to see the age of 30.
I spent years trying to get answers, bouncing from doctor to doctor, only for them to scratch their heads and leave me with the diagnosis of M.E. During this time I tried countless medical treatments, and when they failed, resorted to alternative health practitioners, spiritual healing practices, thousands of supplements, but just kept getting sicker and sicker. With each treatment that failed, my hope for a normal life would die a little more.
In 2015 after suffering a huge crash, weighing only 8 stone and going through months of stress induced psychosis, I ended up raising enough money to see a specialist in Brussels, who ran extensive testing and finally diagnosed me with Lyme disease. The problem was it had been misdiagnosed for so long that it had caused irreversible damage to my immune system, and even after treating the Lyme I was left mostly disabled, with no way out. The only thing that really kept me going at this time was my love for music.
In my last ditch effort to feel like my existence mattered I started video blogging from my bed. I felt like if I was going to die, at least shining a light on a terribly misunderstood and misdiagnosed condition would have counted for something.
What I didn't know at the time was that giving back in that way would save my life. Purely by chance a stem cell doctor found my videos online and offered me a free stem cell transplant, if I could make my way to LA. He told me this would help rebuild my immune system and make me strong enough to live a relatively normal life. After reading the email in shock, I booked a flight to Los Angeles that same week. I come from a poor family so the cost of this kind of treatment (in the hundreds of thousands) was never in the realms of something I thought would be possible.
A family going through the same treatment put me up in their house, and I went through a gruelling 6 weeks of various intravenous medical treatment to build my body up to be strong enough to go through with the operation. At this point i was already so weak and underweight from spending years trapped in bed. Finally, sure enough, I was strong enough, and the procedure went through without a glitch. I returned home weak, but hopeful. Sure enough, bit by bit, my body started responding to treatment and after very rocky year, I started feeling strong enough to leave my house, start going to the gym, socialise, and eventually return to a career in music. It honestly was more than I could have ever asked for.
I honestly can't explain what its like to be given a second chance at life when you resign to dying in your twenties. With my new found energy I started pouring myself entirely into music, and through the grace of whatever higher power may be out there too, did damn good at it as well. Videos of me performing with my friend Sam started going viral all over the internet, in my first year as an active member of society I'd signed songs to major record labels, started a band, and sold out every single concert I ever put on.
The issue was I still wasn't well. I'd still find myself easily exhausted, at night i'd still feel the familiar aches and pains in my bones, and still had a lot of neurological issues that left me intermittently confused and depressed. The stem cell transplant also did come with some unfortunate side effects. Because my immune system was so over-reactive at this time I developed allergies to about 95% of the foods that I can eat, a condition called Mast Cell Activation Disorder. For the past 6 years or so of my life my diet has consisted of just a few vegetables and meat, which I have to prepare myself, without being able to eat out at restaurants. Despite this I could be an active member of society. I could live.
For years i've tolerated living in a sick body, because despite my pain I was still able to push through and make music which was more than I could have dreamed. However, I know, deep down, if I try I can uncover a whole new layer of healing. I know this because i've seen others do it. I know it because I went from barley able to stand up to take a shower to being able to perform to rooms full of thousands of people. I know if I try hard enough I can get to an ever stronger and better place.
For the past few years I didn't want to try because after nearly a decade of being sick I couldn't face the heartbreak of trying various medical treatments without it working, or in some instances in my past, making me worse... But life is too short, and I, and everybody going through anything remotely similar , deserves to be here without suffering.
At the end of last year I ended up doing a huge amount of research on doctors and found a leading expert in the specific manifestations of my complex picture of health. Doctor Bruce Hoffman over in Calgary, Canada. I have already been testing remotely here in the UK and poured thousands of pounds into getting a clearer picture of whats going on. You can read reviews of this doctor here
With help, I will be able to move out to Canada for 4 months of treatment, and MRI scans, I.V. treatments, and any kinds of medication and medical procedures I'll need to hopefully return me to more vibrant health. The issue is none of this is cheap. Unfortunately because my picture of health has become so complex I won't be able to get the help I need through the NHS. Believe me I have tried and exhausted every other possible avenue.
By raising this money i'd have enough to afford accommodation, pay for tests, potential surgeries, and IV's i'd need. Most importantly i'd have a chance at living as a healthy person. It would mean I could pour myself into my dream of being a successful musician even more. It would be the greatest gift.
As I said right at the beginning I find it really difficult to ask for help, but if ever my music has brought some kind of value into your life, weather it was just watching videos of me busking with friends, enjoying the music i put on Spotify, or relating to songs where Im singing about my struggles with my mental and physical health - and you felt that music has added value to your life, it would mean so much to me if you could even help out a little, because with a combined effort I can make this a reality
Even if you don't help, your support of my music means the world to me, and if you've read this far, thank you because even reading helps educate and shine light on a criminally misunderstood area of suffering.
I love you all, and I hope for a healthier and happier 2022 for all of us.
SeeD
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I love this new album from Chino from Deftones. This is Synth Pop, and it sounds so good
Crosses playlist Youtube
Listen to this chorus... it`s a banger!
Crosses playlist Youtube
Listen to this chorus... it`s a banger!
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TSJMajesty
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I'm digging Wolfgang Van Halen's music in general. He released his 2nd album this past year, Mammoth II.
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A7X for me. I play this album from start to finish when choring or whatever. It's like listening to an opera, so many different styles and instruments flow in and out of it.
Weird thing is I was only a passive fan of these guys throughout their career until now.
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Post your favourite releases of 2023. Can we all commit to Albums? They are still a thing, right?
Anywho, I am an Album guy. Give me all the songs and the whole story.
I am starting with this one. Just smacks hard from top to bottom.
Thats a very cool record IMO
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Post your favourite releases of 2023. Can we all commit to Albums? They are still a thing, right?
Anywho, I am an Album guy. Give me all the songs and the whole story.
I am starting with this one. Just smacks hard from top to bottom.
That's a nice album for sure!
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Strong record like the previous one. Love the band so much.
Mosaic has been awarded song of the year by my family (3 kids, my wife and I).
Baba
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This'll show you where I live. Extreme's "Six" and Winger's "Seven" are the ones I bought and listened to this year. Probably the only 2 albums I've purchased in the last few years, lol.
I gotta say, both bands have stretched out on both albums, as both had been doing with prior releases. Definitely stuff on both that you never heard them do before.
I gotta say, both bands have stretched out on both albums, as both had been doing with prior releases. Definitely stuff on both that you never heard them do before.
eggpl@nt
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Boygenius, The Record. Great songwriting, killer three-part harmonies and a cool 90s indie/alt vibe at times. Three singer-songwriters in a supergroup that actually works: Pheobe Bridgers, Julian Baker, and Lucy Dacus.
Good stuff! I’ve always liked Julien Baker, and I saw Phoebe Bridgers on the Taylor Swift Eras tour—I thought she was awesome. My wife introduced my to boygenius, and I really dig their stuff.
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