Jarick
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Feels about the same as any other day.
Was wondering if I'd get hit with some weird feeling like I should be doing something more, or different, or better. Not too much, aside from wishing I was in better shape and thinking about playing music in bands again.
In the last decade I got (and stayed) married, had two more kids, bought my first house, got sober, upgraded to my forever house, got promoted several times, paid off $100k in debt, etc. Been pretty lucky and also worked pretty had.
Also had some tough times, my parents moved halfway across the country and we stopped speaking, lost a few close family members, lost touch with several friends, and suffered some hearing damage that worsened my tinnitus.
Thought about the last few days, maybe I should buy something fun to mark the occasion...nah. I splurged on a ton of stuff recently that I don't need. Better idea would be a midlife gear purge, more likely.
Toasting the occasion with an NA beer, friends coming over with their kids, grilling and eating good food, and taking the kids to see fireworks.
Was wondering if I'd get hit with some weird feeling like I should be doing something more, or different, or better. Not too much, aside from wishing I was in better shape and thinking about playing music in bands again.
In the last decade I got (and stayed) married, had two more kids, bought my first house, got sober, upgraded to my forever house, got promoted several times, paid off $100k in debt, etc. Been pretty lucky and also worked pretty had.
Also had some tough times, my parents moved halfway across the country and we stopped speaking, lost a few close family members, lost touch with several friends, and suffered some hearing damage that worsened my tinnitus.
Thought about the last few days, maybe I should buy something fun to mark the occasion...nah. I splurged on a ton of stuff recently that I don't need. Better idea would be a midlife gear purge, more likely.
Toasting the occasion with an NA beer, friends coming over with their kids, grilling and eating good food, and taking the kids to see fireworks.
